Monday, December 5, 2011

39 Confessions


Dear you,


Here are 39 confessions of how I feel about you.

1. I bet you didn’t know that it hurts, knowing that you will never like me back.

2. I bet you didn’t know that when I said my heart hurts, it was because of you.

3. I bet you didn’t know how hard it is for me to know that all I’ll ever be to you is just a close friend.

4. I bet you didn’t know that before I go to sleep, you’re the one on my mind.

5. I bet you didn’t know that now I can’t live without you in my life.

6. I bet you didn’t know when you’re not happy, I feel like crying.

7. I bet you didn’t know that I always have to hide my real feelings from you.

8. I bet you didn’t know that I don’t want to ever lose someone special like you.

9. I bet you didn’t know that I love hearing your voice.

10. I bet you didn’t know that you’re all I think about as each second passes.

11. I bet you didn’t know that when you get hurt or sad, I feel hurt and sad, too.

12. I bet you didn’t know that I dreamed of the day you say you like me, too.

13. I bet you didn’t know that I’m scared to tell you how I really feel because I’m scared that it will ruin our friendship.

14. I bet you didn’t know that sometimes I have to restrain myself from making it obvious that I really, really like you.

15. I bet you didn’t know how happy you’ve made me feel all the time.

16. I bet you didn’t know that you’ve inspired me in so many ways.

17. I bet you didn’t know how glad I am to have met you, to have someone like you in my life.

18. I bet you didn’t know that when you’re not with me, I can’t seem to be happy.

19. I bet you didn’t know that the reason why I’m always there when you are is because I wanna be close to you.

20. I bet you didn’t know how much I really care about you.

21. I bet you didn’t know that when you talk to me, it feels as though I’m floating in the sky.

22. I bet you didn’t know that when we hug, I wished it never ended.

23. I bet you didn’t know that when you asked me if I’m okay, I always wanted to answer back, “no”, instead of a “yes”.

24. I bet you didn’t know that I miss you when you’re gone.

25. I bet you didn’t know that you’re my weakness, yet greatest sense of security.

26. I bet you didn’t know the lengths I’d go to just to make you happy.

27. I bet you didn’t know just how much I love your eyes that shine like pretty lights.

28. I bet you didn’t know that when you smile, whether at me or not, I feel my heart beat race a little faster.

29. I bet you didn’t know that I feel so protected, so safe, when I’m with you.

30. I bet you didn’t know that when I’m with you, I can’t see anyone else around us.

31. I bet you didn’t know that I hate it when you’re not happy.

32. I bet you didn’t know that I’d sacrifice myself, and my heart, just for you.

33. I bet you didn’t know that I wish upon an airplane, pretending it’s a shooting star.

34. I bet you didn’t know that when 11:11 roll by, I make a wish.

35. I bet you didn’t know that when you hold my hand, it fits perfectly into yours.

36. I bet you didn’t know that I’ve fallen for you way too deep and now I can’t get out.

37. I bet you didn’t know that all of this ain’t even half of what I’m feeling inside.

38. I bet you didn’t know all this.

But, most of all . . .

39. I bet you didn’t know that I've been in love with you for all this while...

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